Sunday, April 13, 2014

Book Review: IGNITE ME (Shatter Me #3) Tahereh Mafi


Also see my review of SHATTER ME and UNRAVEL ME

Ignite Me (Shatter Me #3)






Ignite Me by Tahereh Mafi
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

With each book, Tahereh Mafi has raised the stakes and taken her characters and readers through so many twists and turns I don't know which way is up anymore. Point being, I don't care to know which way is up anymore, because I'm more interested in knowing her characters, and how they will survive together, despite the ever-growing odds stacked against them.

I loved the feel of the world, the fact that it had the X-Men vibe, but did its own thing, which was equally as cool to me. I loved how their powers evolved and deepened, just like the characters arcs throughout the books.

Tahereh Mafi is the master of sexy times. Period. Kisses, not kisses, and almost sex are also close runner-ups. Wow. that's some scorching hot pagination, right there. I had to fan myself with the pages to cool down after reading. Simply stunning. Climactic, even.

I began this series as an Adam fan, but have evolved the way Juliette has evolved. I'm happy where the series ended up, even though I would have told you you're crazy if you'd asked me this back when I'd only read SHATTER ME. It's taken some time to change my mind. It wasn't a quick or easy decision, but I'm happy the way characters changed and alliances shifted. The arc felt particularly genuine and real. Character motivations are legit and can be easily understood. I especially adored the friendship between Kenji and Juliette and how this humor of Kenji's disguised a deeper personal pain beneath his group role as staunch, self-appointed comedian.

I was also intrigued when Juliette asked Warner to be her friend. I thought that was a necessary and significant progression for their relationship. I liked that it messed Warner up to be forced to get a bit uncomfortable, yet he was willing to try.

What a great series, and a great read. Now I've got to read this whole series over again with new eyes. I don't want to miss anything. Cannot wait to see what Tahereh Mafi brings us next.

More please.

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Thursday, March 13, 2014

Book Review: SUNRISE (Ashfall #3) by Mike Mullin

Also see my review for ASHFALL, ASHEN WINTER, and DARLA'S STORY

Sunrise (Ashfall, #3)Sunrise by Mike Mullin
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

There are few YA series I've enjoyed as much as the ASHFALL SERIES, concluding with the satisfying story in SUNRISE. Both Alex and Darla have taken an incredible journey from the beginning in ASHFALL where the Yellowstone Super Volcano erupts, disrupting the lives of nearly everyone in America, depending on their proximity to the epicenter of the volcano. Sections of the country are cordoned off by color, isolating any survivors, and making travel difficult. In ASHFALL, both Alex and Darla travel far from home and discover themselves and what they are made of in overcoming the very real threat of survival through all the dangers and trials the eruption brings into their lives. Together, they overcome weather related risks (the cold, hypothermia) and human ones (the camp, people willing to kill or be killed), and face the struggle to survive (lack of food, the effects of the eruption) among others.


In ASHEN WINTER, the cold temperatures continue, and Alex and Darla set out in search of Alex's parents in order to reunite his family so he can make an uncertain future more certain with his family together again. ASHEN WINTER further develops the need to survive and overcome every trial, as the human condition devolves into cannibalism, human trafficking, and martial law. Food is even more scarce, and finding ways to cultivate essential resources (especially those high in Vitamin C) become even more challenging for Alex and Darla. Not only that, but through various circumstances (as alluded to in the covers) Alex and Darla become separated and Alex is further challenged to find a way to rescue Darla and his parents. In fact, he's often torn between these, at times, disparate choices.


In SUNRISE, I was impressed by the new levels of change, challenge, and survival explored through Alex and Darla as well as the many continuing and returning characters comprising the details this series is known for. I love reading about the mechanics of farming and machinery, the proper use and safety of weapons and military battle tactics, the growing and managing of crops, resources, and food from surprising places. I enjoyed seeing the long-term survivors realize the need for order, community, safety and government at its most basic level.


The dangers faced in ASHEN WINTER continue to plague the lives of Alex and Darla and those who decide to place their loyalty in Alex's young, but capable hands. Alex's leadership, although a tenderfoot at the end of ASHEN WINTER, and the beginning of SUNRISE, further develops in extraordinary ways. This does not come without a cost, and what a cost both Alex and Darla must pay in order to establish a community that can sustain long-term life for a growing population, depending on their skills and expertise to continue.


A new and deadly force is discovered among those who have degraded humanity among the Flensers (cannibals), Dirty White Boys (gangs who traffick others), and in Red, the Stockton leader who has reverted to the "old ways" and a wicked array of knives and blades. Red lives by an "eye for an eye" and has several run ins with Alex as the need for food causes surviving communities to attack one another for survival.


When Alex's own family begins to unravel and fall apart, Alex struggles to find a way to hone his political skills to not only lead his people, but find a way to sustain a future with Darla, a future where marriage and children are possible in a world seemingly devoid of hope and decency.


SUNRISE is a remarkable tale. I was literally moved to tears (in the early part of the story), when the stark reality of choices made for survival and the good of others becomes the will with which Alex and Darla find new meaning to the essence of survival. Without the help and support of others, and the indomitable belief in Alex and Darla's ability to lead the community of survivors, they would not be able to face the many dangers set before them.


Later on in the story, I was enthralled by the many new discoveries and creative ideas used to grow from a few dozen, to a much larger community of survivors, filled with the hope of tomorrow and the promise of new life in a world that still resembles the one reflected as our own. I identified strongly with Alex and Darla and enjoyed the entire series as it concluded in SUNRISE. Mike Mullin is a masterful storyteller, and I appreciated the way Alex's choices lead to changes in the characters who cross his path, and how this comes back into play when it comes to Alex and those he cares about surviving another day.


I appreciated the message given: survival does not need to come at the cost of losing one's humanity, morals, and convictions to overcome the dangers and risks present in the ASHFALL world. While a part of me is saddened this series has come to an end, I believe this is one that would be enjoyable to read again, and for that, I am grateful.


I look forward to future stories yet untold by Mike Mullins. I highly recommend this series to others. I know myself, my wife, and oldest son have enjoyed this series. It has sparked many a conversation in my house. It makes you think about the amount of time life can be focused on technology and how easily things can be taken for granted. It also shows how love and devotion can lead a determined group of survivors to find a way to overcome any obstacle put before them, even if that obstacle is nature itself.


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Author Interview: Mike Mullin on the ASHFALL TRILOGY


 
Before I welcome our special guest today on the blog, I'd like to introduce him for those who have not officially met Mike Mullin, author of the ASHFALL series.
 
Bio


Mike Mullin’s first job was scraping the gum off the undersides of desks at his high school. From there, things went steadily downhill. He almost got fired by the owner of a bookstore due to his poor taste in earrings. He worked at a place that showed slides of poopy diapers during lunch (it did cut down on the cafeteria budget). The hazing process at the next company included eating live termites raised by the resident entomologist, so that didn’t last long either. For a while Mike juggled bottles at a wine shop, sometimes to disastrous effect. Oh, and then there was the job where swarms of wasps occasionally tried to chase him off ladders. So he’s really glad this writing thing seems to be working out.
Mike holds a black belt in Songahm Taekwondo. He lives in Indianapolis with his wife and her three cats. Sunrise is his third novel.  Ashfall, the first novel of the trilogy, was named one of the top five young adult novels of 2011 by National Public Radio, a Best Teen Book of 2011 by Kirkus Reviews, and a New Voices selection by the American Booksellers Association.
About SUNRISE

The Yellowstone supervolcano nearly wiped out the human race. Now, almost a year after the eruption, the survivors seem determined to finish the job. Communities wage war on each other, gangs of cannibals roam the countryside, and what little government survived the eruption has collapsed completely. The ham radio has gone silent. Sickness, cold, and starvation are the survivors’ constant companions.
When it becomes apparent that their home is no longer safe and adults are not facing the stark realities, Alex and Darla must create a community that can survive the ongoing disaster, an almost impossible task requiring even more guts and more smarts than ever—and unthinkable sacrifice. If they fail . . . they, their loved ones, and the few remaining survivors will perish.
This epic finale has the heart of Ashfall, the action of Ashen Winter, and a depth all its own, examining questions of responsibility and bravery, civilization and society, illuminated by the story of an unshakable love that transcends a post-apocalyptic world and even life itself.
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Thank you for agreeing to this interview, Mike. I'm excited to talk about SUNRISE, as well as the ASHFALL trilogy. Having read all 3.5 books in this series, I found it an enjoyable and satisfying read, one that my wife and oldest son have joined me in reading, a series that can easily be a great read for the entire family.

I’m honored to learn that your whole family is enjoying my work. I realize that I’m biased and opinions may vary, but I think young men could do a lot worse than to learn something from the way Alex conducts himself in my books. And I’m thrilled that my books might be an inspiration for family conversations on all sorts of important topics.

You've shown incredible attention to detail throughout the series, and this is true for SUNRISE as well. What elements of the series did you incorporate without research versus those things which required extensive research to be included? What elements can we expect to see in SUNRISE?

I research everything. The sociology of disasters, the street names, the vehicles, the technical marvels Darla and Uncle Paul cook up . . . everything. My early drafts are littered with notes in all caps: “RESEARCH THIS,” “CHECK INTERNET,” or “NEED TECHNICAL TERM HERE.” I replace all these notes with facts as I write my second and third drafts. I do very little research during the first drafts, because it can become a huge distraction and time sink, slowing my writing process.  
 
I wrote a long guest post on the research that went into ASHFALL on the Our Time in Juvie blog. That’ll give you a good idea of the scope of the work and travel I put into getting the factual parts of my novels right.

ASHFALL focuses primarily on Alex and Darla surviving and reuniting with his family. ASHEN WINTER continues this theme, but extends to long term survival in order to make it through a post-eruption winter. In SUNRISE, this is fine-tuned to springboard into sustaining an entire community, and by extension the human race, without losing our identities in immoral or corrupt choices for survival.

Absolutely. I’m intentionally and consciously expanding the scope of my work in each installment of the trilogy. ASHFALL is about survival and Alex’s relationship with Darla. ASHEN WINTER is about family. And SUNRISE is about building a community strong enough to outlast the long volcanic winter. Each novel also has a larger cast of characters than the preceding one as the scope of the trilogy increases.

ASHFALL and ASHEN WINTER show the collapse of our government with the camps holding survivors in "yellow zones" in nearly starving conditions. What happens in SUNRISE further sharpens the need for community to sustain long term survival. What can you speak about with regards to the government and how they play into the series, as well as where this goes in SUNRISE?

People often ask me where I got the idea for FEMA’s inept handling of the disaster. Sadly, I’m the least creative novelist ever—I didn’t have to make anything up. Almost everything Alex and Darla experience in ASHFALL is lifted directly from incidents that actually happened during Hurricane Katrina. Pets being killed by police? That happened. Punishment huts? Yep, something similar to that happened, too. Massive relief efforts led by Baptists? That’s real. If you’d like to know more about our response to Hurricane Katrina, I recommend two non-fiction books: A Paradise Built in Hell by Rebecca Solnit and Zeitoun by Dave Eggers.

The series has introduced one of the harshest forms of survival in cannibalism. Gangs, including the Dirty White Boys (DWBs) and Peckerwoods are often among those who are called "flensers," known for eating human flesh. In SUNRISE, you've shown where this ultimately leads, and why it is not a viable option for Alex and his family and friends. What revelations did this provide you along the way as you wrote this into the series?

I researched cannibalism (along with nearly everything else in the trilogy). The book that was most influential to my thinking on this topic was Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed by Jared Diamond. He argues that environmental degradation was a primary cause of societal collapses among the Maya, the Easter Islanders, and other cultures. In that sense, their fate is similar to that of victims of a supervolcano—the ash and climatic changes would be a form of total environmental disaster. One of the traits nearly all these failing civilizations had in common was a descent into cannibalism.

SUNRISE introduces a new vicious and ruthless villain in Red, the leader of Stockton, whose adoption of "the old ways" makes building a community of survivors difficult for Alex and Darla (to say the least) being so near the wall-of-upended-cars city. Without spoiling anything, what can you say about Red? I was especially intrigued by his array of knives (each with their own name), and his vast medical knowledge of the human body.

The idea for Red came in part from a real person described in Sam Sheridan’s excellent work of narrative non-fiction, The Disaster Diaries: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Apocalypse.

Throughout the series, you've written many detailed, seemingly minor characters that lend a tremendous sense of harsh or grim reality to the novels at times. In ASHFALL, I think immediately of the woman with the small children trying to survive in a car, who ultimately dies, prompting Alex to give the children what they can from their meager supplies. In ASHEN WINTER, Alex chooses to help Alyssa (mistaking her for Darla) and Ben, and Ed, all of whom join his community and have significant contributions to Alex's survival. How did you keep track of all of these details, and why did you include them in the novels?
 
Late in my drafting process in each novel—around the fifth or sixth draft—I build a spreadsheet to keep track of all the minor details and characters. It lists every scene in the novel, which characters appear, what they do, what they’re wearing, and scads of other relevant details.

The minor characters are always there for a reason—otherwise I would have cut them in my editing process. The Barslows are introduced in ASHFALL to show the reader how the vast majority of people would deal with an apocalypse—by being as decent and helpful to their neighbors—and even strangers—as they can. It’s a necessary counterpoint to Alex’s later encounter with the family at the gas station and the prison escapee, Target.

Alyssa and Ben allow me to show just how bad the apocalypse can be. Alyssa doesn’t have Darla’s mechanical skills, and must use very different strategies to survive. Ben came about because I was thinking about what kind of person would have the most difficult time in an apocalyptic environment. Teens with autism need predictability and routine—an apocalypse destroys all hope of that. So it was an interesting challenge to think about how Ben and Alyssa would cope with the loss of everything from their pre-apocalyptic life.

With Ed's character, you show the redemption of a character who has a past among the "flensers." This arc brings home the idea that every choice has consequences, some good, some bad. For Alex, he gets into a lot of trouble when the part of him that wants to help others gets in the way of the practical side of him who should be focused on the mission of survival and the good of those he cares for. Alex pays the price time and again for his idealistic "boy scout" choices. Why did you feature him among all the characters you've written for the series?

Psychological research has shown that for the vast majority of us, our ethical choices are situational. There’s a famous research study which showed that 90% of seminarians on their way to deliver a talk on the good Samarian would not stop and help a person in distress if they believed they were late to the talk. Only about 10% of us are truly altruistic—i.e. will try to help others even when it results in harm to ourselves. Alex is part of that 10%. That, plus his impulsiveness, gets him in a lot of trouble in ASHFALL and ASHEN WINTER. But that empathy saves his life repeatedly in SUNRISE, as he starts accumulating a group of followers like Ed, Darla, Alyssa, and Uncle Paul—people who would literally lay down their lives for Alex if necessary. Empathetic people make fabulous leaders, although they rarely want the responsibility that leadership brings. I believe George Washington was one such leader—a man who agonized endlessly over the hardships his people were facing, and ruled just long enough to insure that our budding democracy would survive and then retired to his farm.

You are the master of cliffhanger chapter endings. Specifically, I'd love to go through the entire series and just count those chapters that end with someone holding a gun (or a weapon) pointed at someone else, usually Alex or Darla. This definitely led me to keep furiously turning pages. Why must you torture your characters so?

I took some advice I read in Cheryl Klein’s excellent book Second Sight to heart. She recommends ending every chapter with either a cliffhanger or a fermata, which she defines as an emotional summation of the chapter. I want to write books so engaging and so fast-paced that teenage guys will put down the controllers of their X-Boxes and read.

I work in the mental health field with school aged clients, many of whom have significant trauma histories. I noticed the theme of PTSD touched on at times, and in SUNRISE, I think this played out with Alex's mom. Why does the ASHFALL series lend itself to addressing such topics, and what have you learned about the way this affects our humanity?

One of the worst aspects of our culture is the way we trivialize violence. As you know from your work, real violence is terrifying and often leaves both physical and emotional scars. I was stabbed by a homeless man last year. I’m fine, and he’s in jail now, but the incident left me nearly unable to sleep for a week, and still has a near-daily impact on my life.

There would be violence in the aftermath of an apocalypse. I didn’t feel I could write a realistic book on this topic without including a lot of violent content. So I intentionally tried not to trivialize the violence. I tried to make it as graphic and shocking as I could. Because real violence is graphic and shocking. I also tried to get the emotional and physical consequences right, and I’m absolutely thrilled that you, a mental health professional, recognized the theme of PTSD throughout the trilogy and particularly with Alex’s mom in SUNRISE.

ASHFALL has been optioned for production as a television series, and I’m thankful that the production company is not considering turning it into a movie. The Motion Picture Association of America has had a horribly pernicious effect on American culture by banning all blood from PG-13 movies. So we get a completely fictitious, bloodless, consequence-free depiction of violence from our most popular movies. The Hunger Games, for example, was intended in part as an anti-war statement—a message that comes through clearly in the book but is mostly lost in the glitzy movie. Television—particularly cable television--can be more honest in this respect, and some of the best film-making today isn’t film—it’s T.V. 


You've written and completed your first series. Congratulations. How did you do it? Can you speak about what it took to keep everything organized? You've got many storylines which extend through all three books, or two books. How satisfied are you with the way the series turned out? Did it say everything you wanted it to? What elements of the books were you not able to explore, and might we see any future writing for this series or these characters?

I got partway through the first draft of ASHFALL and realized that I had way more story than would fit in one book. So I sat down and outlined the whole trilogy. I’ve been working from that outline for five years now. I changed it and diverged from it in many places, but the basic turning points in the story and the ending for the trilogy were all laid out in my original outline.

Currently, I’m not planning to write any more books in the ASHFALL universe. Perhaps some of the fanfic community will pick up the slack.

What writing projects are you working on now (that you can talk about)? When might we expect to see these projects come our way?

I’m about 30,000 words into the first draft of SURFACE TENSION, a young adult thriller. It’s about a teen who sees a group of terrorists crashing an airplane from the ground. He’s the only one who knows how they did it, and they want him dead. I haven’t sold it yet, so I don’t know when or even if it will be published. Wish me luck!

Without spoiling a major plot point, Chapter 38 of SUNRISEparticularly the last page—literally led me to tears. The reality of struggling to survive is as sharp as the edge of a knife at this point, and both Alex and Darla face their harshest brush with death yet. What can you say about this, and why did you have to go there?

That scene was not part of my outline, and I had no idea I was going to write it that way until I did. I try to imagine each scene in each character’s perspective, and as I was thinking through what Red would want from that scene, the idea struck me. At first I was a little bit aghast with myself, but then I decided I needed to write it that way. The results played havoc with the rest of my outline, of course, but I think it was worth it.

SUNRISE brings in the next level of survival, human creativity and resourcefulness. I was impressed with how this played out in the middle and end of SUNRISE. At times, I cheered and gasped with the thrill of the finds that Alex and Darla are able to utilize for the community of survivors in their care. How does this impact the story as a whole? Where might this lead beyond the story of SUNRISE?

I’m planning to leave what happens next up to the reader. So your answer as to where Alex and Darla go from here is every bit as good as mine.

Hope and security are important themes addressed in SUNRISE. For Alex and Darla personally, it determines whether they can carve out a future where they can marry and have children. Without hope and security, the idea of getting married or conceiving a child are too risky to consider. Alex and Darla aren't the only characters affected by these topics. Why is this so central to the story you tell in SUNRISE?

It’s a topic I’m interested in, particularly in light of my and my wife’s decision not to have children. For a post-apocalyptic society, though, children represent the ultimate declaration of hope—a declaration that there will be a future for those children to inhabit.

The tension and stakes present in SUNRISE (and the entire series) are huge, all the way up to the ending. I would describe it as a thriller. Do you agree? Why or why not? What made you write at such a break-neck pace?

Yes, I’m flattered that you would describe it as a thriller. I don’t think of my competitors in the young adult market as being other writers. My competition is everything other than reading that teens can do with their time. Computer games, movies, television, etc. I’m doing my best to write books so enthralling that a teenager who puts down the X-Box controller to read one won’t be disappointed.

What can you say about the mechanical elements to the story and plot? My absolute favorite example is Bikezilla, and all her iterations. BZ250 and BZ450, for example. What were your personal favorites, and what mechanical marvels didn't make it into the story?

When I have an idea for a mechanical marvel, I usually call or email my brother Paul and ask him how Darla would accomplish it. I had an idea for storing potential energy and water via the two watertowers in Warren, Illinois, but ultimately figured out that it would take too much energy to keep the water liquid, and so that idea had to be scrapped. 

Where can we get all of your books, and in what formats are they available?

Purchase Links

I'd like to ask whether Tanglewood Press would consider putting together a boxed set of your books with extra goodies for fans of the series as a whole?

For example, could the boxed set include a map of the United States detailing the destruction of the eruption, the zones, and the rough path Alex travels throughout the books? Can the boxed set include schematics of the windmills, designs for Bikezilla, the camps, the gristmill, and the greenhouses?

Please leave a comment below if you'd like to let Tanglewood Press know of your interest in purchasing a boxed set of these books.

That would be awesome! It’s not really up to me, though. If you’d like to let Tanglewood Press know about your excellent ideas for an ASHFALL boxed set, contact them here:
 

Thank you so much for joining me for an interview, Mike. I appreciate the chance to chat with you about your books, and I look forward to the next ones yet to come. Thank you very much! Best of luck on the launch of SUNRISE. Where can readers find out more or join in with the blog tour?

Social Media Links


Thanks for the interview, Donald! You can find out more about the blog tour and follow along here: http://mikemullinauthor.com/sunrise-blog-tour-2/
 

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Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Book Review: OCD Love Story by Corey Ann Haydu

OCD Love StoryOCD Love Story by Corey Ann Haydu
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

I thoroughly enjoyed reading the way this story unabashedly goes full-on into the minds of teens with OCD. The way it manifests itself in the MC Bea and the boy, Beck, who has an anxiety attack when the lights go out at a school dance. Bea knows how to help Beck get through this. She's been there before herself. Recalling the way Dr. Pat would talk her through an anxiety attack, she helps Beck do the same. Then he's gone. But not before they've kissed in the dark.

Bea's friend Lisha is straight up and blunt with her whenever her compulsions show up, invading their time together. She's only got Bea, and admission to Harvard to help her get through the year. Bea has her notebooks. Scrapbooks, really, filled with all the details and clippings and notes she's written down to keep track of those people she compulses about.

Then there's the way she sees the world, the secret clues hidden everywhere, if only you'd look for them, see them the way Bea sees things. She's a very conscientious driver, so much so, she's likely to slow down and circle the block "just in case" she's accidentally run over someone or something, or she may have dented the side of her car, and she'd better just check, just in case...

Bea's past has been suppressed, due to the trauma and violence she witnessed by a boy she used to be in love with. Well, she was more or less obligated to make sure he's safe and okay and she'd better keep checking up on him. That is, until the restraining order keeps her away, and she winds up in therapy with Dr. Pat.

Then, Bea starts compulsing about a new couple, the gorgeous hipster couple Austin and Sylvia, who just happen to have a session before hers. When she sits in just the right chair, she can even overhear all of their most vulnerable and intimate session details, which she has to just take notes on in her notebook with the pink star on the cover. Eventually, she follows them to their house and writes details about their apartment, about Sylvia's smoking habit, and then she's developing her own habit so she can bum a cigarette off Sylvia, just to make sure she and Austin are okay. Never mind it takes her four hours to get to their apartment, when she's got to slow down her driving, just in case. Accidents happen when you least expect it, and she's got to know if Austin and Sylvia are safe.

But, when Bea begins group therapy, and discovers that Beck is in the same group, she finds herself irresistibly attracted to him and his compulsions. He's obsessive about clean hands, so much that his skin is dry and cracked and flaking off. And, he works out. Too much. He's got massive muscles and a thing with the number eight. As Bea and Beck get to know each other, Bea's secrets get bigger and bigger. Can she keep it up, and keep Beck's interest, even though she's stalking Austin and Sylvia in all her spare time?

And, just as Beck begins to face his problems and try to get better, Bea gets worse, unable to stop herself from hurtling head first into the personal lives of Austin and Sylvia, who have a band and records, the musical group Tryst.

When Dr. Pat begins practicing therapy that forces each group member to their breaking point, Bea struggles to keep all of her secrets going, and her lies covering her tracks. When it's time for an intervention, Bea's friend Lisha and Beck get involved, and every secret finds a way to rise to the surface. When Bea's secrets come out, will she be able to convince Beck to stick around? Or will her compulsions drive him and everyone else away?

Tragically funny, genuine and heartfelt, this was a read that bravely faces all the nuances someone with OCD suffers through, giving insight to those who may only have a mild understanding of what OCD is truly like. Powerfully written, I enjoyed how the story unravels, taking the reader beyond the point of return, and through to the other side.

Highly recommended.

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Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Book Review: THIS SONG WILL SAVE YOUR LIFE by Leila Sales

This Song Will Save Your LifeThis Song Will Save Your Life by Leila Sales
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This book was a slow hook for me, but once I was on the hook, I couldn't stop reading all the way to the end. It's like that dance club where the first song you here isn't your jam, and you waffle over sticking around to see if it gets any better, or cut your losses and bounce to the next venue. At the beginning, Elise is struggling to accept who she is, since who she is doesn't line up with the "in" or "cool" crowd at school. For me, this was right on the edge of whiny, which is another way of describing every teen girl who goes to high school ever.

I considered putting down the book and DNFing it. I'm glad I didn't. I mean, I'm glad I read more, because I was hooked by what comes next (things get real, very quickly) and I would have missed out on an amazing story, a journey Elise takes to find her true self and to realize that she's okay, even if she's not popular, that there's more to life than social status. So, I'm telling you, KEEP READING. It's worth it. Trust me. There were so many moments of clarity Elise has that are nearly poetry in musical form. You don't want to miss this. KEEP READING.

I also love the way she found herself, through the vehicle of music. Music can be incredibly therapeutic (my day job is therapy for kids), and for Elise, it proves to be her lifeblood. With her music, she finds a niche for herself from a completely unexpected place: the DJ booth at an underground dance club called Start.

She also finds the beginnings of love in Char, the boy who teaches her to DJ, and the fine art of kissing. Even more, she finds friends in unexpected places, like Mel, the club bouncer, and in Vicky and Pippa, who accept Elise from the start and become true friends.

Elise keeps this part of herself a secret for much of the book, until, of course, she can't, and has to face the fall out of it all. She's also plagued by a "Super Secret Diary" blog made by someone who thinks they've got her pegged, but is a cruel form of bullying. In the social status world of high school, this carries a heavy weight and causes a lot of grief for Elise, whose own friends think she's the one who writes the posts as a desperate cry for attention.

This book isn't about the pettiness of social status pecking order. It's not about what others think of you. It's not about the way people pigeonhole your identity after the first five seconds of meeting you, or worse, from a comment someone makes about you ("Lesbo," for example).

This book is about more. It's about finding and discovering who you really are, and embracing that you, without fear, without looking back, and without caring what others think of you. When Elise is able to do this for herself, she's got all the reason to live true to herself every day of her life, and she finds the surprising truth that she's more than socially popular, she's got the thing everyone scrabbling for status doesn't even know they need or want: she has true IDENTITY. She's found herself, and she's desirable for that simple fact of knowing who she really is.

With that knowledge, Elise can rise above the public judgment she's endured the whole horrible school year, and shrugs off her status persona, replacing it with her secret, underground DJ identity.

Of course, when her parents realize she's been lying to them, keeping secrets, and putting herself in dangerous situations, she's grounded, and not even welcome in her mother's and stepdad's house after something happens that hurts her younger sister, who's alarmingly similar to Elise in so many ways.

This book had surprising turns throughout, and an ending that was both magical and fulfilling and powerful, like the lyrics to your favorite song blasting out of the speakers.

Well worth the read, and highly recommended. This book will make you want to dance.



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Saturday, February 8, 2014

Book Review: Darla's Story (Ashfall #0.5) by Mike Mullin

Darla's Story (Ashfall, #0.5)
Also see my review of ASHFALL, ASHEN WINTER, and SUNRISE





Darla's Story by Mike Mullin
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

While shorter than I wished it would have been, this novella from Darla's perspective provided amazing insight into what happened to Darla and her mother Gloria when the Yellowstone Super volcano erupted, during the timeline of ASHFALL, just prior to Alex trekking across country on his skis and stumbling into Darla's barn before passing out from blood loss.

I had hoped it would continue, providing me Darla's POV of Alex when they first met and got to know each other. And, given the contents of the story, it was interesting to see what had caused Darla to be standoffish toward Alex in the first place. Ruth's story makes that abundantly clear.

Now all I have left is SUNRISE to read of this fantastic ASHFALL series. While I'm afraid of the imminent death and destruction, twists and turns that Mike is famous for, and enjoys far to much for his own good, delighting in the torture of his readers, I am a glutton for his kind of punishment. Thanks a lot, Mike.

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Friday, February 7, 2014

Book Review: ASHEN WINTER (ASHFALL #2) by Mike Mullin

Ashen Winter (Ashfall, #2)
Also see my review of ASHFALL, Darla's Story, and SUNRISE





Ashen Winter by Mike Mullin
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

This book is a rare and wonderful find. I thoroughly enjoyed ASHFALL, and had very high expectations for ASHEN WINTER, which Mike Mullin delivered as easily as Alex traded away his kale seed packets and fiercely loved Darla to the very last page. At nearly 600 pages, this book would appear to be a slow read, with burdened pacing and a snail's pace plot. However, this book turned out to be a breathtaking, fast-paced, agonizing read where every page met with plot twists, cliff hangers, and seriously triggered my asthma more than a few times. I chided Mike Mullins to add a trigger warning for asthmatics, to which he admitted his own struggle.

I have not found a book or series with such well-developed characters, both main and minor, such gripping storytelling, and a second book of a trilogy that delivers everything it promises to and more. I am stunned by the depth of Alex's task, something that would appear at first to be simple to complete, but through the course of the pages, turns into an epic quest that kept me turning pages all the way to the end.

Having read two books with many of these beloved characters, they are now cemented in my mind and very much alive to me as a reader. I loved the strength of both Alex and Darla, and the way Mike Mullin used their story to present what an apocalyptic disaster would do to two young people with the will to survive, seeking to find a durable future together.

With such seemingly effortless detail, Mike uses his exhaustive knowledge and obviously well-researched insights to bring to life how every gun, vehicle, seed, medicine, food, and tool might play into the survival of those trying to find a way to live when the world is covered in ash and snow, ice and devastation. These details paint a vivid backdrop to the otherwise bleak surroundings Alex and Darla trudge through on their journey.

Now I am eager to dive into SUNRISE, the final book of the trilogy, and have determined to add Mike Mullin to my "auto read" shortlist of authors.

Thank you, Tanglewood Press, for finding not just a diamond in Mike Mullin, but a veritable goldmine in this articulate author, who would make Smaug himself take another look in his direction.

What an amazing story of survival, overcoming, and love. Mike, you gutted me near the end, which I won't spoil here, but you did so in a way I had to choke back my tears, and accept the hard truth, and the world left behind in its wake. Your title speaks admirably well to that fact, an ASHEN WINTER both sobering and as gripping as if we were being flensed by your words.

Powerful, powerful read.

I will be ruminating on this one for a long while. Thankfully, I have Darla's Story and SUNRISE to satiate my craving for more. 5/5 stars is a mere nod to this book. 100 stars would be closer. Highly recommended.

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